The Opaque side of Life

Sometimes this thing bothers me a lot. And really it becomes quite difficult to believe that there is an Opaque side of life which we always keep hidden, and why, because we never want that it should be revealed to the ONE who has created the damps on the transaparency of the existance of our soul. And it is the most sought question which for we keep searching whole life and never know the answer.

Life shows us the path in numerous way. We get things when it is least expected , sometimes less soughted. We get the waitng list tickets confirmed at the last time when we do not expect it and ofcourse not even care about it. We get promotion when it is least expected irrespective of the fact that we throughout the year slog our a** to achieve it without any expectation.

And this is time when a confusion erupts inside and we see our own life suspiciously, as if it playing some cruel or may be sweet game with us. And was it really the time, the place and the right thing we had expected at this point of time , this question always remains the mystery , again the most soughted one , which we sometimes take the whole life to know or die and bury it with our soul.

I always find myself puzzled with this advent. Sometimes I can not understand if it is the dark side of the almighty which plays with our soul by giving us when we dint expected it or just his bliss to energise our life. And sometimes I dont feel like to enjoi or get worried for it.

What most of us do is that we accept it as and when it comes in our way, some of us question it also, but then generally we accept it. And this is time when something starts bothering deep inside the soul that when it had not happened in past, why now? And believe me most of us never know the answer , never get the answer and so we never come to know whether we should have preserved those moments or should have let it pass by, just thinking of it as some special moments. And really I feel sick on this cruelty of nature, I dont know, may be I have also enjoyed it but after giving a lot of thought on it what I have found is that it is the dark side of the almighty who sometimes enjoy playing with us.

May be I am wrong or may be right , HE only knows it, but the fact is though it came in my way I never opposed it. I let my life go with it without thinking what is right or what is wrong because may be I am among the people who just believed in let it go irrespective of trying to find any meaning in it. I could have questioned it but I was not ready. And why , because I did not have any answer that why should I question it, or may be because I beleve in HIM, the almighty.

Just like ADAM I got the apple and I ate eat without thinking whether it is right or wrong.
Life always shows us multiple paths to travell on and we move ahead on one of it ,everyone do it . We accept that may be it was His way to bring a breeze of sweetness in life. And at the end we convince ourseleves that we are not the ones to question Him,the almighty.

I accepted it, you might have also accepted it, perhaps this is the way life moves on. We get things which we had always desired but never expected .And even if it is for a short time we try and keep the momentous moments throughout our life with us. Perhaps this is the only Opaque part of life which we always keep secret within our soul because we know what has passed now will always be a treasure for us. It is different thing that future may show a different path in Life.

Signing off with these thoughts.
Milton Singh